Back to SD

Last weekend I was back in San Diego, briefly, to present a talk at the APA conference. I had the opportunity to see my advisor, and many former lab-mates, some of whom I hadn't seen in about 4 years. It was great to see everyone and catch up! I think there were a total of 10 of us in attendance at the conference at some point, and here are 8 (plus a pint-sized little off-shoot) having a picnic lunch:

I also visited with friends from internship, which was awesome. Unfortunately, I kept forgetting to take out my camera, so no pictures of fun times on the beach, out to lunch, at the zoo, and out to dinner. If there were pictures, they would include me very happily enjoying the company of Marina, Dana, Erik, and others, not to mention a speaker-phone call to Denise :)

When I got home, I was greeted by not one, but two Jeffs, as the second was in town to defend his dissertation and stayed with us for one night. Two Dr. Jeffs, one noticeably more tired than the other, the day after the defense:


Since my last post, I've been going kind of non-stop until this weekend (if you count conferencing/vacationing in SD as part of "going non-stop", which I do because traveling is exhausting). This weekend was a marked slow-down, which included lots of laundry-doing, quiet time at home, and a nice long sleep last night. I missed weekends like this all last year, with all the traveling back and forth between Seattle and SD. Jeff is getting ready to leave for a trip to visit family in a few days, but I won't be traveling for a while, and I'm looking forward to being home every weekend for the near future :)

Knitting on the bus

I started my new job last week, and so far so good. I haven't taken on a lot of responsibilities yet, but I think that will be changing quickly. For me, last week was primarily about getting administrative stuff taken care of, learning how to get around the building, and getting a general sense of what my schedule will be like. I have been told that once I really get started, the workload will hit quickly-- I'll basically be managing the psychology consult service for the entire hospital, so once I start carrying the pager there's no going back and not a lot of downtime (or so I hear). We'll see how it goes.

One other thing I've been adjusting to is my bus commute. It's about a 35 minute bus ride every morning, and about a 45-50 minute bus ride home from work, due to heavier traffic in the evening. On top of that, I have a 5 minute walk to and from the bus stop. So it's a bit different from my 12 minute drive to work last year, and worlds different from my 12 minute walk to work for the several years before that. I am so totally not used to being a commuter, and so far, that has been the most stressful part my new job.

On the other hand, I think it has the potential to be very relaxing. It's a single bus ride, no transfers, so I have long stretches of uninterrupted time for knitting and listening to podcasts/music/whatever I want, every single day. I am so far not taking full advantage of this; I've just been listening to the news each day, but I could certainly be getting some good books on tape to listen to. I have been doing some good knitting though. In my first week of work, my bus knitting has amounted to about half a sock (a relatively large sock, for Jeff). At this rate, I could probably do about a pair of socks or the equivalent every month, which is more knitting than I've ever really had time for. I'm going to try to really make this happen.

In other knitting-related news, I will also be re-joining my intern fantasy football league this year. Last fall I learned that knitting and football go really well together. This afternoon I worked on a team name (the Knit Kickers) and logo:

Note that the little footballs are photos of a knitted football. Game on!

Getting caught up

Just over a week ago I was in a car accident that left me a little rattled and down one side mirror, but otherwise intact. The other driver and I were both turning right from adjacent turn lanes, and she was confused and distracted and veered into my lane, side-swiping my car (fortunately at a relatively low speed). I was angry for about a minute, but the driver and her passengers were clearly more shaken up than I was, and sadly, were here from out of town (which explains the confusion at the complex intersection) to be with an imminently dying close relative (which explains the distraction). Even though I have no fault whatsoever, I still have to supply all the time and energy that goes into filing police reports, calling insurance companies, and getting cars fixed. But, c'est la vie. I'm not sure whether to feel unlucky for being in the wrong place at the wrong time, or lucky for the fact that the accident was minor.

I'm less than a week away from starting my new job, and doing my best to get everything I possibly can done before that-- quite a range of things, from writing papers to buying shoes, going to the dentist, and going hiking, and just about everything in between.

In the fray, that whole post I promised about the end of internship and our trip up here has gotten lost. So, I'm just going to upload a bunch of photos, post the links here, and call it good :) These are my photos from throughout my internship year, and here are my pictures for the trip up to Seattle.

Slugging along

Currently my self-motivation is dragging a bit. I am trying to prepare my dissertation for submission for publication, and over the past several days, I have cut approximately 50 pages from the body, but still have many many pages to go before it is acceptably concise. Fifty pages may sound like a lot, but I have been spending way more time slacking than working. Sitting around the house, looking at funny things on the internet, obsessively checking craigslist trying to find myself a desk, and generally feeling like a big slug (appropriate to my new locale). It has been taking hours for my motivation to get high enough to finally leave the house to go to a coffee shop, where I can actually get work done.

Working in coffee shops is relatively new to me-- I used to be too easily distracted by noise and other people. But over the past year working in coffee shops was one of the few ways I could spend time outside of work with my busy internship friends Jeff and Denise, so I gave it a fresh try, and now I'm hooked. Now I'm not sure how I ever used to get work done at home. I've so far been to 4 different coffee/tea shops in my new neighborhood, including the one I'm at right now, and there are two more to try within easy walking distance of my house. Seattle totally trumps San Diego in this respect.

I have officially been in Seattle for a whole week! I swear I'll post some things about the end of internship, and the trip up here, very soon, but right now I'm focusing on being here in Seattle, and getting used to it. As much as I dislike changes and transitions, there are lots of things I like about being here.



Like this view, within walking distance of my house, and the guy who jumped into my picture of it :) Once I am done with this post, I'll get myself back to work for a bit. Then I'll hit the neighborhood farmer's market on the way home, where I can get peaches that are at least as good as the ones in SD, and raspberries and blueberries that are cheaper and better. No grapefruits, but I'll survive :)

Limbo

Five days ago we finished packing up the car and left San Diego. Since then, I've felt like I'm in limbo-- we're taking our time on our trip, visiting friends and family along the way, and at this moment I am in the coffee shop at Powell's, far from SD but not quite arrived in Seattle, and feeling a little bit like I don't know where my home is. Since setting out last Friday, I've had a little bit of deja vu--I'm retracing my steps from my trip down to SD, returning to familiar places, but at the same time feeling just like I did a year ago, unsure and unsettled, setting out on a new adventure.

It's been so nice to visit friends (I'll say more about that in another post, with pictures) and at the same time, I've been going in and out of feeling sad. Partly because I miss my SD friends, and partly because seeing old friends reminds me a bit that I don't see them as often as I'd like. Visiting Eugene was a little sad, because some very important people have left in the year that I was away, and it will be harder to see them than it used to be.

The whole thing is mixed, and is another one of those reminders that in order to have good things in life, you have to be willing to be sad about their absence, and that sadness is a reminder of what you love (ACT, anyone?).

So yeah, I'm feeling a little sappy and sentimental, but I'm sure that will pass :) And when it does, I'll post again with some details from the end of internship, and our fun trip!